Tuesday, January 11, 2011
bad action
i'm so lazy, idiot, no mind, no disciple, liaier.
it because of lazy, lazy lazy. you are a idiot, very idiot... don't dare to admit mistake. you are really a idiot. a blasted. i really can't stand myself, i'm so angry and disappointed with myself. it only the start of the year. and i'm so lazy and selfish, i really can't stand that i'm idiot.
what can i do? so i punish myself to jog longer, no stoping for myself. i'm really very angry and disappointed.
i punish myself i cannot be late and sleep during working hour and jog every tue and thursday, 4 round each time.
My target this year:
- sailing race - byte
- diving trip to manado
- climb mountain.
- slim to 75kg.
to hit:
- disciple
- disciple and
- disciple
spoke at : 9:04:00 PM