lonely
what is lonely? it a kind of feeling, why is this happen? when you are only 1 person. when you want to talk with someone there's no one for you to talk with, you will feel this. when no one care about you, you will feel it. i really want to have a
bf. i want to have a true bf to talk with and not a computer, i want to say i love you, i like you, i'm so happy to be your gf, i'm so glad i have you in my life, i want to tell all this to him, i want to have a family, i don't want to marry after 30. i want to have a family before 30. really i want to have 3 baby and having very exciting another part of my life. by the time i think i will be living enough of alone. 30 year of single should be end.
GOD or UNIVER or ANYONE, PLEASE SEND ME A BF, A HUSBAND, A GUY WHICH LIKE ME. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE........ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
how can i explain it using proper english? i don't know who will going to read this, but i just wanted to explain it well, and to improve my english. Nowadays i don't use english often, should say after my work in dubai end, i really don't use english much. it really a big worry, speaking english make me think alot, how to sentance it, it really use to speak chinese too often, i'm so useless sometime.
monday i had watch a talking show from singapore, it talking about a young guy was self-abased, because he was fat, because everyone laugh at him, because he care what people talk bad behind him. when i'm watching, i feel so funny about it, i'm also very fat, people also laugh at me, but i'm not taking their words in my mind, maybe if i take in their words, i may be slimmer now, but i don't. what make me don't take in their words? i think i'm still have a be of self confident, although i don't look like, i believe myself, feeling carefree and comfort is more important than what people see on me and talk about me. fat so what, now i wanted to slim down is because i feel the bad thing about it, really very unhealthy, it really making me weaker and can't play the sport i like, to heavy and i can't support my own weight. but how? it really need endure, i don't have such endure and mind to do so. hai~~~~
spoke at : 11:22:00 PM
friday again
it friday again... friday should be a very happening day and Night. Now it don't seem like leh... i'm at home doing nothing, but i'm very tired. don't know what to do and plan... it a time to rest, but i feel so waste...
When? when? when?
Mr Right why you are not there? where are you? when will you come?
spoke at : 8:23:00 PM