day goes by, but memories still there... it can't be remove. it sux man... i can't delete, is a very hard thing to do... to stop remember all those memories... i really scare there will be sumthing happen soon.

i think it no hope liao... jia lat liao... feeling i have is scare angry with myself sad hopeless la... but day still contiune pass... and it become faster and faster...

PROJECT...
tomolo going to do project at louis hse... but i dun think they will do leh... hehehehe... cos very werid... everytime go there is play only... hai~~~ a bit hopeless.. hai~~~

today feel not bad leh... go east coast relax... but i feel so lonely in there... no one to play with... :'( sian... after today i need to start work liao...

START PROJECT thing to do:

1. EBP REPORT
2. ERP RESEARCH
3. ERP REPORT

Do Project.... (x_x)

die lah... i really feel very depress now.... very very very depress... feel hopeless... die~~~~~~

within this week there so many thing happen. there are so many feeling this week... all the feeling Happy sad angry scare depress restless hopeless... i feel so bad now... very very very bad... i really bth liao... i going to bao chao....

how? very scare... dun dare to say wat i feel to other... anyone... i really dun know what to do... i scare they will scold me... but i know i really do wrong... i know... i wrong... but i dun know how... i know i won't get scold... but the worse thing will happen soon... very very very soon... 1st April... wait for tat die... i will DIE... hai~~~ too much happy thing happen also not good... cos everytime after happy thing there come the very bad and sad thing liao.

everything if finishing soon... only know... finish... die... no..... in my mind now is tat thing... omg... die lah... really everything play finish liao... i have nth to go on liao... die....

there sumthing happen... dun say better... die~~~ hai~~~ nv feel this kind of guilty or depression before leh... so hopeless... i jus dun know what to do... i dun wanna to lost and receive anything...

see wang li hong leh... hehehe~~~ but i lazy to go see... so sian... i wanna to go see see leh... but i lazy lah... how? should i go? or not? or yes? hai~~~ wat to do?

so tired...

hai... i have no mood to blog lah... this few day got so many thing happen... sian leh... so sad also... a bit of gulity...


i have book ticket to Genting leh... $59 per person... hahaha~~~ can enjoy liao leh... hahaha~~~ hope can enjoy... must enjoy also... hahahaha~~~ so shiok... hahaha~~~

visiting saf is fun... but quiet bo liao... but i left early... cos of motor lesson on 12.05... hehehe~~~

today a very rushing day... i went shool so early den tot got assembly but end up dun have leh... kns... go die.... den i wake up so early so tired... den went to skool so sian... really very sleepy leh.. tired like hell :'(

after i left there sumthing happen hear from their... tat yy disturb daniel den end up going to fight... but nv fight lah... hopeless right... hai~~~ can't be help i mean ** hai~~~ den hor...

idiot leh... i have change my motor lesson earlier on... change to 345pm leh... omg... den i rush like hell... bei wu long... hai~~~ too bad lol... den i went home sleep liao go back again... so tired leh... like siao like tat... cos of the old recipt liao... kns... i forget i have change also... waste my time and energy...

EVERywhere also AChe liao lah... from head to toe... especially bidu and finger.... hahahahahha~~~

today i chasing the whole world bus... in the morning in the noon in the night... keep chasing bus... i so tired now...

no skooling today... the whole skool BIT went to bowling... and we jus having fun... i damn lan in the bowling lo... nvm... cos nv practice and play for very long... today i play alot of time.... we learn alot of funny thing today... to ball at a time... hahahahahaha.... nvm lah... it fun.

den end liao go eat kfc with louis they all... den i went home and go ngee an poly with regina... hope can get into the course lo... hai... $7 fly away liao... hahahahaha~~~ hope can get in ba... motor test coming soon liao... dun think i can pass... cos i very scare dun know how leh... relax relax.. RELAX...

today 1015 reach skool den do the project den after tat no lesson go home... reach home i do all housework , mop floor, wash clothing. den after all this thing 215 liao... i go swimming... swim about 30 lap like tat not stop... den i so sian den suntan... but like nv kana tan like tat... sian... den reach home... now do a bit of project den play game... den eat... omg... i become fat fatter one day by one day... hai~~~ all because now keep eating everyday... eat alot... eat until now i cannot control liao... very fat liao...

hai... now everyday project very sian leh... at last i train my maple to 31 liao leh... hai~~~ so boliao... now do everything also siao... so sian... i go see doctor so many time liao... until they know me leh... hai~~~ so i dun wan to sleep late leh... but i can't hai~~ dun know how to do wat to do... now project time... is so difficult to cure... hai~~~ sad... omg... wat i say... hahaha~~~ jus dun know wat english i using liao... hopless... really can go poly meh... go poly... is a dream not to say is real... so jus go toward my dream... wa kao... my english is really very damn lan leh... only... my english sux... i hate to speak english... dun know why... cos pple alway laugh at me when i speak english lah... hai~~ wat so funny... stress... hai~~~ go sleep liao la... bb... tomolo need to go lesson... sian.....

i went to watch hitch with shawn louis... today shawn birthday... actually i dun like to watch movie at this time... very ex... hai~~~~ i broke liao... i need to save $$$$$ from today onward....

save as much as possible... must... 21 march have to use liao...

motor only left 1 week liao... omg... very fast leh... a bit stress liao... jus do the same lo... hahahahaha... nvm....

today really on fire... dun let me repeat wat i say... is very fan wan ok... sing also sing so loud... not everyone like to listen ok... kao... Throw water bottle is i everytime do wan... heng my hand slip... if nv slip sure fight...

i really fustrated i need to finish my work wan ok... i know you no need to do... i need to do ok... if not happy get out of my group lah... it ok with me wan... is my project... report i can do myself... i can make it wan...

wan me to do until very JUE QING i can wan... Dun DARE me....

Project nv finish den nv Happy...

very full now... bth liao... stomah bloated... very full.... going to sick soon... hahahaha~~~

i remember one doctor... which my dad spend $2000+++++ when tat time i sick... very sick... den today see tat doctor leh... i dun wanna to say hi or wat.... seem so kongbu...

den tat time i walk very uncomfort ma... den now i can fine liao... getting better liao.. den walk normally... the doctor keep looking at me... den hor... my mum saying bout it... the doctor is good for other thing like muscle.... so paiseh leh... hai~~~

today very full tat all

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