Thursday, August 30, 2007
i say three time... it mean i'm really boring... hai....
spoke at : 2:09:00 PM
boring...
today i really know i have very few fren.... very very few until left one... but she working..
hai~~~ they will find me when there is problem... they won't find me when boring... but now i'm boring... who should i find?
i realise one thing now... all fren really won't last long... they will go out in group only ba... there no long term frenship... everyone have bf or gf will forget bout fren ba... really hate all this kind of pple... hai~~~
i feel like spending all my $$$$... i have the eagle to spend all... if i go shopping mall now... i might buy all thing i see it ok wan... i really wanna to spend... and ytd spend ard 3k hai.... now heartache liao... and i'm so stupid... idiot right... waste the money on those spa... omg... really sad now... but pple really thing i'm mad... hai~~~~
spoke at : 3:10:00 PM
no where to go
i'm really bor but i'm very very lazy... lazy until anywhere also dun wan to go... and no one wanna care me ba....
hai~~~~
spoke at : 10:59:00 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
i'm really give up this job.... i really dun wan to work... very tired today.... very very very tired...
plan to go movie or k song also tired.... no mood to play no mood to do anything....
i found tat i come to this work place will become very moody....
i know this company is good... but i really can't stand it...
hai...
spoke at : 4:26:00 PM
angry day...
kao.... today i shouldn't be late wan lo... kns...
stupid pple come on the stupid time... and jam all the stupid road... now i really hate tat stupid pple la... hai~~~~ make me late... who pay my $50? i'm really poor ok...
nowaday rich pple is getting more rich den poor pple getting more poor... hai~~~~ life is really difficult... money out and not back... hai~~~
spoke at : 9:59:00 PM
bad day...
really very bad day... this the second time i typing liao... hope can save it la hor... idiot....
today i'm really sick of working...
in morning i heard the alarm ring. but i dun wanna to wake up... so end up late for work get urgent leave... when back in office everyone look so bad mood... i also dun wanna to care bout it... here come the problem... ask and ask... i also dun know wat they ask... cause i still not awake la... hai... so see them i very fed up... this come the bad mood and very bad day... after that nvm... i doing filing... and they keep asking me to do this and tat.... she is wat? why she alway call me to do this and tat... i tot when i'm not in she is to do my job... can't she help me to settle all the minus task... taking form only ma... is tat difficult? or she is lazy den me... kao~~~~ this remind me... why should i help her... in this world everyone is equal...
afternoon go lunch come another idiot shouted loudly intruct me to do this and tat... which is not following the SOP... wanted me to get scold... so i say tat dun be like joanne example la.... den tat idiot jus shouted at me... really very angry and fed up leh... early morning get kana bomb afternoon come tat idiot shouted at me... it business ok... but not my... so you shout at me i also can't do anything... so why did they do it to me... why why why? do i did anything wrong? following the SOP will get shout... when problem come will ask me why why why? and say is my problem... i say is who call me to do... i dun like to do this... although i did it alot of time... it really let me hated.... i go get $$$ and they walk away... so i dun wan to join them go buy lunch and go back to office and eat...
when walking back really feel tat i'm abit personal leh... but i now dun know how to differ which one is personal or company problem... i really dun know and dun wanna to care... all matter i think is i make wan ma... i really think alot... i think aredi... i wanna to leave the office now... why care about them... why should i think so much on $$$$... why why why...hai~~~ really bad leh... no mood for anything for my stupid day...
when back the she... really fed up leh... only know how to call me do this and tat... she think she wat... i taking care of everything so wat... can't she come and help ah~~~ only know how to say got problem den go ask her lo... she will know how ah... rubbish... very clever la... den do it yourself la... why should i do it for you... i'm really very fed up for the whole day... why like tat... why i also wan to be their nanny or wat bullshit la... only know how to call me to do everything... and get the benefit yourself... hai~~~ really a bad management... i really hate them... i'm really very gu.... must chi de gu zhong gu.... hai~~~
this make me wan to leave directly... dun wanna to care or help them anymore... but... they also treat me good sumtime la... very some only... hai~~~ i really cannot do tat to them... but who going to care bout me? huh? who? like wen say wan... like tat is i loose ok... wan to do den do the best, dun wan den throw all back to them.... hai....:'(
actually i leave this company is ok wan la... cause i dun mean alot to them... only report ma... debbie can do herself and everything they can do wan... me only a small leg there... very very very small wan... so no pple care... only jessy and gary they all know my job... hai~~~~ forget it la... rubbish pple have a rubbish day... LK not in i really sian leh...
jus see wen's blg... i nowadays really feel one thing... you yi xin mei ren xin.... nvm la... fren really dun last... fren won't be forever.... really.... if you say where have... i will can tell you... we are no more closest like last time... no more heart to heart tok...
everytime go out only like a present of outer.... i dun know how to say... jus feel tat... time together are lesser... and chatting topic is lesser... maybe is they have step out to another level and i'm still at the lower level... hai~~~~ i wan to go for vacation.... really wanna to go....
nowadays feel lonely because there no fren.... :'(
spoke at : 6:21:00 PM
cry cure....
ytd night i'm really sad.. and jus cry...
after crying den can get to sleep... no... i still can't get into sleep... although i sleep late, i feel refreshing this morning... cause i know is a brand new day... so i must be refreshing... and happy...
today work quite well... but nowadays i really no mood to work... i'm really fed up with someone... we are all employee ah... why should we give each other problem? why should all the problem pushing around and cannot settled? why why why? is it tat difficult to communicate well and understanding?
dun like pple saying who do or wat wrong den settled yourself thing... and really fed up leh... why like tat? hai.... i know i'm now doing very bad in my job... doing wrong thing... but i really trying to concentrate aredi... but if they still giving me problem wat should i do? i really trying finish all my job... but why can't you all dun be so FAN... and keep scolding ard... it will not help ok... it will make it worset... please jus go to the straight point... i know wat i'm doing... i will cover all... if any thing i do wrong you jus push to me la... anything you all like... but dun anyhow say pple... dun make everyone not happy... so end of the working day i really fed up.... and sad again... hai....
when i'm back taking my bike... i cry again... why why why? cause feel tat i cannot give up my life like tat pple will sad... everytime when feel mum or dad feeling i will be very sad too... hai... nvm la... today is a bad day and sad day or moody day for me ba... tomolo will be better... no worry...
spoke at : 10:17:00 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
singapore you are the place... but only have bad pple with only wan money to manage it... so is not your fault... hehehe~~~ this yr have fireworks from 18/8 to 02/09 so must go see... hehe...
today i found out one thing... i'm very fed up... and lazy leh... why?
i'm really very werid leh... cause i'm use to it aredi... i'm really use to it as alone... so dun wanna to care others or go out. i feel that i'm really bad today... bad to my mum really feel sorry to her... but dun dare to tell her i'm sorry... and i'm not a good ger... i'm having really a bad mood today... really sad... jus feel sad.... a boring and lazy day... coming sat i wan to enjoy myself... i wan to go sit at the seaside and think of it...
dun know wat i wan now and need now... but i know i'm tired of living... hai~~~
why why why? i really dun know... why... today really bor and sad... hai~~~ why like tat? i really dun know how? wat can cure me? i also dun know... really dun know dun know dun know... hai...
spoke at : 10:15:00 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
today i really do alot of wrong thing leh....
do one credit not do 3 time den get it.... i think the auditor come sure get mad becos i do too many mistake...
can company sack me away? i dun wanna to work there anymore...
i think there's no pple will come my blog to see wan... so no worry la hor... i can jus write all i wanna to tell...
today huiyi ask me why i dun wan to work there... and why i wan to leave la....
the actual think i wan to tell is becos there got double standard manager, benefit will go to all the sales or them no to me... so is time for me to leave la... i also sick of the job i doing.... is a kind of bor that cannot be solve if dun leave the place.
now i believe i can't do a job for too long... i wan to get a job which can share my idea or a team... i wan to do this... but it very difficult to get ba...
it really bor to the end... nowadays laykheng go give birth... i think my work there will be worse leh... will be mad soon... i must be very very tolerance to huiyi... maybe will vommit blood one of the day... is i dun know how to communicate with her.... she cannot understand me... hai... forget it...
i'm really hopeless.... becos of $$$ i'm not leaving la.... hai... my bonus... i work for so long... at least get some bonus la... hai~~~~ if like tat also dun have i will jus leave directly.... hai~~~
spoke at : 8:10:00 PM
hai... work again....
why... i work?
cos i need $$$ to support...
so how?
solution 1
get a rich bf den sell myself away... hahaha~~~ *cannot be*
solution 2
be more poor den let the gov support you *very difficult*
solution 3
ask from parent... *cannot*
solution 4
Die aredi will not have any problem... not commit sucide ok... no way... hahaha~~~
life is really bor.... if i dun go tour i sure die cause over stress...
why bor?
no interesting thing in life... hai~~~
so how?
solution 1
go get a bf... hahaha *paiseh leh*
solution 2
go out everyday... go waste $$$$.... *nv i wan to go tour so must save*
solution 3
go work.... *omg... i work for 5day aredi still need to work for the 6 and 7 day* sad life...
solution 4
dun do anything jus leave it...
there's too much worry in my life... my family, my life enterainment, everything.
it really time to change my job... i'm really sick of doing it... boring jobs... totally same.... i wan a more exciting...
spoke at : 1:21:00 PM
bf
really wan to have bf? omg....
kong bu very scarly leh... hai....
hai
spoke at : 1:37:00 PM
yeah... no work
life is really only work and work and work....
so you will know how precious is a dream...
i wan to go tour... but it very difficult... hai....
spoke at : 10:00:00 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
omg.... how?
project again... and deadline is soon....
hai....
spoke at : 9:14:00 PM