needs or wants
nowadays because of saving money. i had think alot. is this needs or wants...
why do i need this...
after i buy is there use of it?
do you have so much money to use?
are you sure?
shopping make me feel good, when i got some cheap and nice. but when i shop with thing are cheap but i don't need most of the time...
PLEASE CONTROL...
spoke at : 9:25:00 AM
friend
what is friend? where is all the friend... time goes by you will know who is your best friend.
i think i have 3 good good friend, it shuqi, siyang, chien wen... i think so... but at their part i don't know whether i'm anot...
i found friend is always there, when you have something happen, they will come, or when they need help they will come too... this is so realise... hai~~~
let me tell you this 3 friend, 2 are same, 1 is poor thing
SY and CW have own boyfriend, so boyfriend come first den a friend i'm, and we work outside for so long, so everyone have own group of friend, but not me. feel sad about it...
SQ a new singaporean, why i say she poorthing because she working like everyday, not matter day or night, she is working, and she have a kind of attitude for work and others thing. i don't know why do she like to do so... and i don't agree and don't like. she just can't go to normal life... hai~~~ this a weird friend a crazy friend i can be with... can feel so easy and crazy when with her... do all sort of crazy and talking bad or say rubbish... hahaha...
but how i spend everyday... it jus work eat sleep, and watch drama over the weekend... but i feel sad, why? it had be a long weekend, and i'm just eat sleep and watch tv... doing this over the 3days. don't meet any new people or any friend i have... feel so lonely and this is me...
in this world is there a person really for me to be with? i think i'm getting disappointed. not for the world, is myself, everyday are enclose in the same envroiment and doing the same thing and being lazy... but who can understand me? don't have people like me? have but they need to work and they are no free like me... i'm always individual and indepental. i don't need and support. but i really feel so lonely and useless everytime.
what can i do? meeting new friend. i don't like to meet people online. i hate all kind of open language although i really hope it will happen, but i don't wan to be cheap... i feel so cheap... it not me... but this envroiment really change... i still cannot agree and accept it... it really bad about it~~
spoke at : 4:26:00 PM