Tuesday, January 03, 2012
i admit i had do wrong for this christmas gift exchange, i don't mean to cheat you guys, i just wanted to have fun. but for me had nothing matter you know. i don't mind taking a cheaper stuff. but seem you all are so money and value minded. i think we have problem in this gap. i can't understand, if it really matter, i had say i will give another give and you say don't need and send a message and indirect wanted to scold me. so what is the matter? i had say i want to give another gift, and you say don't wan. and come and scold me indirectly, you think i stupid, i already feel bad. so what is the matter now? i really don't understand. i think i have step their line now. it time to forget this friend, now i feel it, the difference level feeling, i know how chien wen they feel, now i feel more sorry. hai~~~ it a matter of thinking i feel. i hate people like them. all bull shit, in their level i saw this 有钱就有力和有权. 我不削！平穷就是福. who don't want to be rich? i'm stingy, but i know 你在想什么.
i really hate rich people now til extrem. they are sick. mind sick. and i feel sad for them and myself too. hai~~ can't be help. stop giving reason.. you are a idiot!!!
spoke at : 10:24:00 PM
sad again
hai~~~ today den found out a very disgrace about myself. i hate this~ but i hate to have gift exchange, i hate to receive gift which are no use. i hate it~~ i hate it~ i hate it~~ disgrace. i admit i'm a very Stingy person. i'm really a very stingy person. i hate people who are very stingy and selfish, but i am one of them. now i feel guilty, regard about it.
but thing had done is already been done. so can't redo it~~ so please please please when ever you going to give present or gift, please think again and again~~ i feel so reglad now, it really feel bad...
this is a lesson, to be learn again and not again. ok~~ you want to have a better imagine? if so please follow the rule. now i feel poor people can't mix with rich people. they want need a lot of face. you know. so please think before you going to do all this stingy thing, and make sure you don't regard after you done.
don't give other reason and excuse for it. but this is really mistook? but i know you know but you don't want to know and find out. BULL SHIT~~
spoke at : 10:25:00 PM