Saturday, December 25, 2010
why am i feel low now? it because of festival, maybe because i'm alone...
really wan to feel some love and care from special wan. i really wan to have attention... really really really.... hai~~~
i'm nv slim down nor matter how i'm execise la...
if it say so, maybe i would need to loosers all my mucsle til flat, den eat less, after all the extra meat went off den start execise... hahahahaha
if like tat... it need 10 yr of sleep. to achieve it... hahaha... rediculars..
so why should i need to care about what people think about me and how i look like for them... i really hate this kind of feel. so i'm not caring what people talk about me. i can take the joke. if i really can slim down. i'm really tried, but i can say is not that hard and determind enough. hai~~
i really want to guy who don't mind how i look like and it really go by feeling and character i have. it impossible i can say, it not reality... hahahaha... i need to come back to real life. that thinking only happen in fairy tale...
i'm love to dream, dream of alot of thing that i want and happen. but this is the sercet i like to practice, wish dream and dream and dream and dream til it happen. hahahaha~~
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