boring boring boring
i'm really boring now... do nothing.... have thing to do you also don't wanna to do.. it really too boring... day in dubai is getting boring til mad...
my weekend... eaten up weekend... i hate it so much... and i want my holiday.. what kind of company i'm in... sometime i'm just feel that they are ridiculous... why why why?
last time feel that time i have that passion in my work... the passion to do thing for the company.. the passion to build up the company. but... there's so much obstruct that i can't help much. what we say is only to let them know the stituation in dubai. but they like to take the thing in taiwan to name it in dubai... is it only taiwan company like this? this is how they manage their company?
i'm sure you won't believe how a chinese opreate their company.... it really have human sence lo..
Mr XXX say... they hired me to work in dubai it just because i'm singaporean chinese... there nothing. just because singaporean ok? they afraid someone will take their money again... everytime only like to say money it not a problem but you see. now want to cut cost but everything still can't be cut. all is till remain the same.. can't be change. Mr L say is right.. i'm not going to work for them anymore... so don't make trouble and make any decision for them... it won't help me ok... it also won't give you any award or bonus for this... so don't so much for it... but i'm thinking this is what i'm here for... so i should inform them theres this thing going on. it will incur alot of other expense which we don't know... why why why...
being a responseable person is not simple job... but nowadays i'm really very low mood... why mr XXX is here? why Mrs XXX is here also? why Mr L not bad yet? Why why why why? no mood to work la.. hai~~~~ no because no friend in dubai...
Why don't want to stay in dubai? see got money got simple work got friend... why don't want to stay leh? cos my goal is not here my mission is not here... i should start to find my another part and continue another part of my life. it should now stop here and stay the same for the year coming... i know if i go back it will be very hard for me... i know... i will still complaint that time.. so what... but at that time i will be better i think... have bf, have outing with my family, have friend to spend with, can travel when i free and have anl leave to spend. hahahahaha~~~
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