confuession
人都是贪心的,我要自足常乐。。。
now i'm really don't know what i want...
feeling i have on this matter regarding level i'm in and the life i have.
what should i think and want?
Money - No life
Life - poor
i'm very antinomy *mao tun*. i'm very greedy, really very fan... can't understand why i will come to this stage and have this kind of problem. let define out the feeling. i have this thinking at this stage of time, i shouldn't leave my job continue have a salary for 1yr and no life. everyday only work sleep and eat.. just like that.. but now i having holiday and think back actually it not really hard working there. it jus too boring and no entertainment in the time. but i can't say the money i spend normally daily spend in my trip back here is same. am i making too complex... hai.. simple say is...
work dubai - spend amount same with working in sg. why i say this?
see everytime i come back i will go enjoy and spend all i have. if i'm in sg will still spend the same because find entertainment. staying in singapore i really enjoy and *zhen xi*. should say stay in a place have friend and family is the best.
conclusion - goes with the feeling you are enjoy and not to forcus urself doing thing you don't like. it will only make life worst and difficult.
spoke at : 12:34:00 AM
rubbish rubbish rubbish
kao... very bu shuang leh.. kao kao kao kao kao kao... wang ba dan...
what is this.. i had totally no mood to do work now...
help so much and this is the result.. why not just fire me... kns... rubbish management... is all rubbish... i'm very tired and no mood to care about them now... they are too much rubbish...
spoke at : 7:32:00 PM