confuession
人都是贪心的,我要自足常乐。。。
now i'm really don't know what i want...
feeling i have on this matter regarding level i'm in and the life i have.
what should i think and want?
Money - No life
Life - poor
i'm very antinomy *mao tun*. i'm very greedy, really very fan... can't understand why i will come to this stage and have this kind of problem. let define out the feeling. i have this thinking at this stage of time, i shouldn't leave my job continue have a salary for 1yr and no life. everyday only work sleep and eat.. just like that.. but now i having holiday and think back actually it not really hard working there. it jus too boring and no entertainment in the time. but i can't say the money i spend normally daily spend in my trip back here is same. am i making too complex... hai.. simple say is...
work dubai - spend amount same with working in sg. why i say this?
see everytime i come back i will go enjoy and spend all i have. if i'm in sg will still spend the same because find entertainment. staying in singapore i really enjoy and *zhen xi*. should say stay in a place have friend and family is the best.
conclusion - goes with the feeling you are enjoy and not to forcus urself doing thing you don't like. it will only make life worst and difficult.
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