self questioning
why why why
today i think alot, think alot alot alot... think too much i think...
people are fan jian. why when people have money, they will do something problem... i really don't understand people like to take alot of responsible, now i found that horscope really make people difference, LEO people really like to take and leave alot responsible, sagi people really like to be carefree and very freely... it really difference, character difference.
so is my problem. i care too much. i really can't bother about it. fang xia, must release myself, but i can't release others... i really kpo, care so much for what.
conclusion, is money is problem... too much is problem too little is problem. so i hate money.
spoke at : 12:04:00 AM
lost myself again
why why why???? i'm really lost now... i feel useless again...
i want to do something out... i really want...
how can i?
how do i?
how may i?
what to do now?
i'm really lost now. i don't know what i can help and what i can do for myself.
on the way back home, i feel so lost, so stress, what kind of stress... working stress.. money stress.. i really wan to do something out, like build a business out. do something i can really know and like. touristism is what i like and interested.... but, how? i have alot of how why what and lazy, how how how? how can i build up? i really don't know how and what to do? hai~~~~
how me please, god~~~ god ah... can give me
some power to think
some people to help
some way to do?
who how when i can do it?
spoke at : 7:36:00 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2011
i found that i'm had no words for my life... i can't write i can't say i can't do much....
spoke at : 9:24:00 AM