bad day...
really very bad day... this the second time i typing liao... hope can save it la hor... idiot....
today i'm really sick of working...
in morning i heard the alarm ring. but i dun wanna to wake up... so end up late for work get urgent leave... when back in office everyone look so bad mood... i also dun wanna to care bout it... here come the problem... ask and ask... i also dun know wat they ask... cause i still not awake la... hai... so see them i very fed up... this come the bad mood and very bad day... after that nvm... i doing filing... and they keep asking me to do this and tat.... she is wat? why she alway call me to do this and tat... i tot when i'm not in she is to do my job... can't she help me to settle all the minus task... taking form only ma... is tat difficult? or she is lazy den me... kao~~~~ this remind me... why should i help her... in this world everyone is equal...
afternoon go lunch come another idiot shouted loudly intruct me to do this and tat... which is not following the SOP... wanted me to get scold... so i say tat dun be like joanne example la.... den tat idiot jus shouted at me... really very angry and fed up leh... early morning get kana bomb afternoon come tat idiot shouted at me... it business ok... but not my... so you shout at me i also can't do anything... so why did they do it to me... why why why? do i did anything wrong? following the SOP will get shout... when problem come will ask me why why why? and say is my problem... i say is who call me to do... i dun like to do this... although i did it alot of time... it really let me hated.... i go get $$$ and they walk away... so i dun wan to join them go buy lunch and go back to office and eat...
when walking back really feel tat i'm abit personal leh... but i now dun know how to differ which one is personal or company problem... i really dun know and dun wanna to care... all matter i think is i make wan ma... i really think alot... i think aredi... i wanna to leave the office now... why care about them... why should i think so much on $$$$... why why why...hai~~~ really bad leh... no mood for anything for my stupid day...
when back the she... really fed up leh... only know how to call me do this and tat... she think she wat... i taking care of everything so wat... can't she come and help ah~~~ only know how to say got problem den go ask her lo... she will know how ah... rubbish... very clever la... den do it yourself la... why should i do it for you... i'm really very fed up for the whole day... why like tat... why i also wan to be their nanny or wat bullshit la... only know how to call me to do everything... and get the benefit yourself... hai~~~ really a bad management... i really hate them... i'm really very gu.... must chi de gu zhong gu.... hai~~~
this make me wan to leave directly... dun wanna to care or help them anymore... but... they also treat me good sumtime la... very some only... hai~~~ i really cannot do tat to them... but who going to care bout me? huh? who? like wen say wan... like tat is i loose ok... wan to do den do the best, dun wan den throw all back to them.... hai....:'(
actually i leave this company is ok wan la... cause i dun mean alot to them... only report ma... debbie can do herself and everything they can do wan... me only a small leg there... very very very small wan... so no pple care... only jessy and gary they all know my job... hai~~~~ forget it la... rubbish pple have a rubbish day... LK not in i really sian leh...
jus see wen's blg... i nowadays really feel one thing... you yi xin mei ren xin.... nvm la... fren really dun last... fren won't be forever.... really.... if you say where have... i will can tell you... we are no more closest like last time... no more heart to heart tok...
everytime go out only like a present of outer.... i dun know how to say... jus feel tat... time together are lesser... and chatting topic is lesser... maybe is they have step out to another level and i'm still at the lower level... hai~~~~ i wan to go for vacation.... really wanna to go....
nowadays feel lonely because there no fren.... :'(
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