DEpressION
die lah... i really feel very depress now.... very very very depress... feel hopeless... die~~~~~~
within this week there so many thing happen. there are so many feeling this week... all the feeling Happy sad angry scare depress restless hopeless... i feel so bad now... very very very bad... i really bth liao... i going to bao chao....
how? very scare... dun dare to say wat i feel to other... anyone... i really dun know what to do... i scare they will scold me... but i know i really do wrong... i know... i wrong... but i dun know how... i know i won't get scold... but the worse thing will happen soon... very very very soon... 1st April... wait for tat die... i will DIE... hai~~~ too much happy thing happen also not good... cos everytime after happy thing there come the very bad and sad thing liao.
everything if finishing soon... only know... finish... die... no..... in my mind now is tat thing... omg... die lah... really everything play finish liao... i have nth to go on liao... die....
there sumthing happen... dun say better... die~~~ hai~~~ nv feel this kind of guilty or depression before leh... so hopeless... i jus dun know what to do... i dun wanna to lost and receive anything...
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