is diffcuilt...
i found i really can't write proper english....
time flies, friend also flies... i hate this kind of feeling, everyone is moving and i'm not. i'm still at the same place. why is it same? i had done alot of thing. went to a backpack tour and what do i achieve? got new target? but how to achieve? alot of doubt and why?
problem can't solve and target can't achieve. should i feather study? or not? what should i do? save for another trip. what next then? everything is why and how?
i really have gain and lost alot... gain experience lost friend. human really need friend. when can i meet friend which are same like me? or people who like me? why do people go for appearance? no is not people care about it, is me who care about it.... guy really like girl appearance's girl. i hope people can see internal more than appearance. really watch too much of drama? i'm thinking... really alot of drama story, making me think that everything is possible.
i really need courage, i hope that i will be brave enough... how? how to be brave? no motivation for me to do so
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