generous
what is generous? giving a iphone to my brother, which i don't use much?
what is boring? boring which is lazy and nothing to do?
Why is there so many what and why? because i'm still alive and brain is still working... is it? why i feel so meaningless in singapore? is really that worthless to stay in singapore? i should start thinking what should i do for next, it already start long time ago. but i'm lazy to continue so. i can say i should have enough rest and it turn lazy.
nowadays it really busy everyday i need to delivery goods around singapore. this come to my mind, what am i doing this and what do i gain driving everyday and everywhere. is this really good for me? how to manager both together i asking myself? hire people? but who going to pay for it. it alway difficult at the start but how? it really difficult. but need to manage to move on. and bring in customer interested. i believe if i do it, it will make my life difference, can i do it?
what is confident and inferior?
i don't find self confident on myself, how to gain confident? i have alot of doubt on it? i think inferior feeling is getting stronger. how? what to do on it? ingerior feeling is from where? because of my english and appreance? i don't dare to wear like a girl, is really very tough to do so. if i do so everyone will be surprise, i'm scare of this surprise, although i'm a risk taker, but i still can't make it how should i do? it really very tough, it will kills
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