Working....
today really very damn sian leh... i go work like i force to work... i dun wan to work... die lah... still got alot of project haven't finish... die la... den still got alot of presentaion tat i hate most... hai~~~ now i think i start depression aredi lah... hai~~~ stress... i hate to go work... MY LEG very PAIN...
this few day i very bu shuang my dad leh... how? why can i feel this? is not good... i bu shuang becos he nv give me $$$ on my driving lesson... 2 lesson aredi leh... cost $94... den my mum give me $35 for the lesson...i still need to give $59 ah... hai~~~ everyone will broke lah... den go KTV also... i dun wan to go out lah... dun call me ok... anyone saw this... i really broke... i cannot bu shuang lah... my dad give me so much $$$ on see doctor and skool fee and my ling yong $$$... he also give me alot of money aredi ah... $5 for a ITE student and for one day and one meal is it too little? i nv save any... so is it my fault? is it? is my fault nv save for my own driving lesson $$$$.... hai~~~ no more outing can... stop going to KTV... wan to sing stay at home SING...
i still need to work... but i feel very sick leh... cos my leg and back very pain... no mood to go work... got all sort of scare... i very scare my back cannot Tahan...
i must pass my driving lah... drive carefully den can pass ah... can't afford to fail again... if i fail. i sure depress... depression is very bad for me... i will everyday cry and sad... no mood... can't do anything... cannot fail... i sure no more confidence... i cannot cry anymore... i'm too old lah... hai~~~ depression can liao... no crying...
Hope i can finish my PROJECT soon and presentation end also... as soon as possible... hai~~~(T-T)
4 thing i afraid... very scare... Fail my Driving... Fail my Skool Exam... Presentation... afraid of back pain...
spoke at : 11:59:00 PM
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