Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Stormy day TEST DAY
i'm extremly very sad for the test... very very very very very sad.... i got 46 point... (T-T) very sad... no mood the whole evening... den now cannot sleep... no mood for anything... jus dun know wat to do now... i feel i'm hopeless... and very bad... waste $$$... waste time also... can't do anything well... very very sad...
actually i can manage drive in the circuit wan... but dun know why when i out of the road i got all the point... i got change lane and do all the thing i do lo... only i drive like 60++km when it start... cos need to change lane ma... but i still dun know why i can get so many point... why? i really try my best leh... i do all myself ah... i nv look out for traffic meh... i got look ah... i really got look... only in the circuit i restless cos i very scare... den i over fast... den make other pple slow down... den i dun know why... i jus feel so scare... jus tat i wan pass... i very sad... i wan pass. but i can't make it... i have done my best aredi... i still cannot pass... so now only can cry cry cry... why like tat... and nv regret... only dun know why i can't do better?
today louis was the first one know the result... cos i go his hse help him to fix com... so like tat lo... i also dun know how to fix his com aredi lah... cos all the thing i can do i do aredi... but it still not work and... having a lot of problem...
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