Moody day 15 days left
hai.... today half of the day nv tok a lot... i think i have nth to chat with chien wen they all lo... jus nth to say and tell... wanna to ask them do project but also dun know how? forget it.... i think i am very hopeless leh... can't do anything well... everything so lan... make myself so fan... so sad... hai... forget it... but i can't do it... hai... how? spend all my time practice it but i still dun catch any... so lan i'm so slow... alway laught at pple now is yourself aredi... o be good ah... i must cheer up from now on... maybe cheer up can do better dun think of the last time aredi lah... go on to another step and think of the future ba... dun wan to do aredi lah... i giving up lah... forget all... dun call me do any project anymore... i dun care... dun care aredi lah... like the whole project no pple biz... argh.... i dun like to have last minute work lah... hand in early can? i will be very busy in the coming month.... very very very very very very busy and fan...
today friendly game with SAJC... we lose 33 point... hai... nvm... we can win if we have stamina... but i dun have leh.. so jialat... run awhile aredi den start aching aredi (T-T) i must start training my stamina... must... cannot lazy ok... must leh... Last year to play bball aredi... no more bball to play aredi... so must at least win... must... so jia you lo... but now i scare again... scare of wat will happen last time... it like coming back again... very scare leh... i wan to pray... i wan to go bugis... can anyone go with me... i really wan to go...
stop attitude from now on... tomolo will be a better day loh...
spoke at : 8:51:00 PM